harness of power.

tune: Mind Flood by, Sam Roberts.
Goodmorning sunshine!
how I love this weather, but everything is slush. I can take a little slush for the sun.
Today I declare "everyone needs to grow up, including me". mum says I need to get out of ego. I'm a teenager surrounded by other teenagers. I find that a little hard to do.

I visited my gran in the hospital today. she's okay, rather adorable in the indigo dress-thing she has on. Brushed her hair, and braided it put in it a bun. she kinda looks like buddha-woman.
Note to self:
must go to Art Central and see show. then book of work. and go to the bank. (not necessarily in that order) .... I hear the whisper of,... french? are you speaking french?

Miss you, California.
miss him.

PART TWO: Researching Occupations

eating: flavourless gum (not really eating just chewing)
C.A.L.M. class right now. supposed to be figuring out what I want to do in my life. But you can only choose 2 options to research? I think it's safe to say that everyones doing something other than the "lesson". Mac is telling cheesy jokes. Ang is texting Leah, she can't figure out who it is. I'm starting to wonder why I didn't just take this class online.
Mac is going to protest the pop machines being turned off during classes. Says, we'll lay down infront of the pepsi machine so it can't leave, make a protest, have a rally.

pull up your pants.

tune: Colour of The Fire by, Boards of Canada
eating: rasberry yogurt
I saw so many pairs of tighty whities on chubby little bottoms than I've ever seen at school before. I really love when it's crammed into the bum crack, delish.
On another note. . the burn on my hand seems to like it there, I don't think it'll be going away anytime soon.

P.S. I'm starting to miss the blister you get from wearing flongs too much during
the summer.
ooh summer, talked about you so much today.
missing...

Stare ignorance down.

tune: Smokes Quantity by, Boards of Canada.
today was the symph and wind ensemble performance at the U of C. on the way there the bus drove past a car accident on heritage and mcleod trail. naturally, everyone made a big deal but ever since what happened in radium I saw it differently than I've ever seen car crashes before. noticed every thing. the bummer ripped off, air bags deployed, .. It was only until after the performance and when i got home did I find out that it was my Grandma who was in the car crash. i feel real weird, like i stared at that car and didn't even know. unaware. i don't know. I just feel weird cause i saw the after.