Stare ignorance down.

tune: Smokes Quantity by, Boards of Canada.
today was the symph and wind ensemble performance at the U of C. on the way there the bus drove past a car accident on heritage and mcleod trail. naturally, everyone made a big deal but ever since what happened in radium I saw it differently than I've ever seen car crashes before. noticed every thing. the bummer ripped off, air bags deployed, .. It was only until after the performance and when i got home did I find out that it was my Grandma who was in the car crash. i feel real weird, like i stared at that car and didn't even know. unaware. i don't know. I just feel weird cause i saw the after.